When I stepped out of the plane in Germany, it felt like the apocalypse. I could feel the space around me sucking the life out of me and I was surrounded by dead plants and barren fields, strange colourless debris was all over the place. The memory of cold weather came back to me and in an instant I had so much sympathy for immigrants from the tropics who come to cold countries for the first time. Compared to the rainforest this seems like cursed earth. But there was some twisted part of me that missed the cold and somehow felt comfortable in it. Other stand-out welcomed comforts included milk and cereal, dogs that people actually like, and toilets that have a switch you can press to make them flush.
Some take it further than others, but relative to most of the world our entire culture is really rich. Material wealth is deeply engrained in our lifestyles. The rest of the world doesn't get to live like we do, we are the strange ones. I'm not saying we're all money lusting fiends, but its true that a lot of the material wealth that we consider to be bare necessities are viewed as luxuries by most of the world. Things like an abundance of clothing, hot water showers, our own doctors and dentists, a mattress to sleep on, plenty of food, a washer and drier. I don't think having these things makes us bad people, but I think it means we especially have to be careful not to overindulge in material wealth. I think we have to make a mental effort to be aware of our overindulgent habits and then to wean ourselves off of them, to live more modestly.
It's important to wean ourselves off of overindulgent habits because they tend to have greater negative impacts on the world around us, often in ways we don't fully understand or consider. In rural Cambodia, I met a lot of really fantastic men and women. In order to provide for their families, several women in the village get jobs in the nearest city where they work in big factories sewing clothing. They crowd insane amounts of people into the back of a pickup truck every morning at 5am to get trucked off to the factory, then return in the evening after the sun has gone down, 6 days a week. These are working conditions that we wouldn't force on anyone in Canada. The clothes they make pass through a series of middle men until they reach our stores. Theres a huge system at work here and there are lots of people along the way you could point your finger at, but the whole system is fueled by consumer demand, by our desire to have clothes. Knowing this makes me want to be careful not to feed a system like this. Easier said than done, but choosing not to overindulge is a good start.
Clothing is one example, but I think there are a lot of these kinds of systems that we inadvertently feed without really knowing the humanitarian and environmental consequences at the other end. The reality is that none of us have the time and energy to understand all the consequences of all our actions. There will always be things that we "should" be thinking about that we will instead be ignorant to. Thats why I think its a good rule of thumb to try to not to overindulge in whatever you're doing. And when we inevitably discover that we've accidentally made a negative contribution to the world, we shouldn't hate ourselves for it. Be grateful that identifying the mistake at the very least reveals a new understanding and presents an opportunity to make a positive change in the way we live. This, of course, requires motivation to be a good person, which I like to think most people have. But maniacs who murder little children in their schools unfortunately prove that this isn't always the case.
I want to be careful not to sound preachy or to sound like I'm trying to call anyone to action. I'm simply sharing the thoughts that come to mind after seeing both the rich and poor perspectives more clearly.
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